Salut D'amour: 02/20/2005

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

talked to edmund just now..was sharing ideas on some stuffs we both experienced...well talked talked talked...and we went on side tracked..talking abt past happenings...and well..forget abt it for awhile..but when we parted, i starting to wonder again..maybe that talk made me realised that when somethings are done, it leaves a mark..and things may nv been able to change..and that mark takes lotsa time and perhaps nv disappear..well..maybe its late to do much except to regret and hope for the best..and if the best is here, make sure you do not do the same regretable mistake anymore!

be glad if there's a 2nd chance, some may not even have
if there no 2nd chance, you have no1 to blame buy urself

Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 9:15 PM

once a senior of mine said......"why tell people of ur unhappiness?? want them to pity on you??" hMm..maybe....i find this quite true..however..tell some1 abt ur unhappiness is also good to relieve that unhappiness in oneself..that's what i tink..though i always keep to myself too..hahaz

haiz..cant get myself to do things..dun feel like doing anything today..juz feel like lying on bed.......brain keep thinking of things....juz concentrate in real life..even juz now bathe also the same...hahaz..almost stop bathing while i think..hahaz..think of what?? i dunno..juz lotsa things..too many in fact..hahaz..haiz..dun wanna go school but have to..

Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 8:33 AM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

late for 1 lesson le..VEFX..dunno why but v reluctant to go sch..hahaz..i'm already thinking of skipping sch..but cannot!! hahaz..oh well..it really feels diff knowing some1 is there and knowing no1 is there.

Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 11:55 AM

Monday, February 21, 2005

no mood........
projs are piling but i dun have the proper mood to start them..wed gotta hand in my resume to school for the ITP..so fast and i'm year 3 next sem..have i learnt anything?? not much..have i gain basic knowledge?? very basic..how's life when i'm in poly?? i dunno myself..seems ok but maybe not..up and downs seem no different from downs and ups..blah blah blah..argh!! i'm going mad!!

Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 11:37 PM

sometimes i wonder why....i try 2 put on a false impression of being fine and ok and strong..fuck me up man..thX

Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 1:30 AM

Sunday, February 20, 2005

am toking to sue..juz found out she attached to john..hahaz..i'm so outdated sia..close to her and the ppl who knows about this news..but i still dunno..so what am i actually been bz with?? sch work seems fine, band seems ok, frenz look normal...maybe i'm lost in my own world..or maybe i've lost life in my own life..with no aim no target..guess the recent happenings made me realised somethings eh..i'm not that cheerful, happy go lucky hy anymore..but i still appear to be..hahaz..no comments on this man..

Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 11:19 PM

haiz..izzit gonna be like today for the rest of the days?? you guys muz be wondering why all my msg so short but all in 1 day..i also dunno..hahaz..dun care me la..

Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 9:39 PM

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.....haiz.

Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 6:40 PM

every1's out..except me..hahaz..so bored........parents went IKEA..brothers went SimLim..dunno when they'll be back..mami asked me go IKEA but i got nothing to do there so might as well stay at home..hahaz..bros went out without even telling me!! think that nite's weird dream is coming true..oh well

Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 3:15 PM

wah..cannot slp..hahaz..decided to log online again..but dunno what to do..so type type abit here nor..while i find wallpaper to decorate my desktop..hahaz..long time nv cannot slp sia..hahaz..i dunno what to say liaoz..lolx

Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 3:23 AM