Tuesday, March 22, 2005
think i noe too much le......feeling damn sianz now..............no mood do proj le..........but really think that what i've worried and what i've talked about would come true.....its like............haiz..wun say too much (like i've always been so)..just here to complain.....= )..thanks for ppl who read this..lolx..tahan abit ya??lolx
Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 1:16 AM
just remembered...i'm finding anyone(s) to chiong work from this wed or thurs onwards...all the way till nx week...work as in school work.....need ppl to chiong with me la..or not i will wanna slp..lolx..actually its not i wun feel like wanting to slp with ppl ard...but there's a motivation u noe??...interested ppl pls contact me ya??lolx
the stress period of 3 projs...and 1 test is maddness!!!!!lolx
Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 1:10 AM
kinda wierd......2 people communicating using blogs...hahaz..den what's the tagboard for??hahaz..oh well....i wun repeat what caren said on her blog..hahaz...u guys can go read it urself...hahaz..that's what's the link for...ok...let me help u abit further...here's caren's link:
CAREN there!! izzit more convienient...anyway....caren...i agree with u....but however we could try........well..since we've all grown up since the last time we met, izzin it more convienient as we will also become more sociable as we grow..meeting new ppl everyway we go....talking to ppl openly and such........well...if there's a will there's a way..hahaz..but that depends on whether the ppl wanna meet anot la..hahaz..
btw.....though u nagged...opps..hehx....the overall change is a step taken by me...hahaz..so why need the meal for?? i owned it to myself..hahaz..opps..hehx..
but seriously....to everyone reading this blog.......an advice to all of u: no matter how much ur parents "nag" your frenz cared....the final decision is always urself...whether u wan to change for the better or worst is up to u....they could only say.....but only u can do.....u noe what i mean?? and usually why young ppl do not heed parent's advice?? sometimes i think that would a parent wan to hurt their kids in anyway?? so why ain't their advice worth heeding?? well...maybe somethings in ur life that they do not know...but its up to u to tell them or if u decided not to, den why are u angry with them?? they ain't god who knows whatever u do or feel ritez?? so guys......take a tot of what i've said..well....at least my family supported and nutured me........i mean all kinds of family..hahaz..
btw caren....i din go the SRJC concert i tink...i dun remember abt it..hahaz..not v sure..lolx..maybe i did.....hahaz..but did i went to eat with u guys?? i'm not sure..hahaz..
well...it's sure nice to meet my frenz if possible.....coz they'll always be my frenz...= )..
let me ask something......have any1 of you felt that you do not wish things to go this way but decided to keep quiet coz its not up to your decision?? as in not bad things la...but just things that u would like to fit u?? however u still kept quiet about it?? hahaz..well.....i do...not once but many of times.......hahaz..izzit right or izzit wrong?? i do not know..hahaz...just stating how i'm feeling now..the dilema that i'm in..(dunno i use right word not..lolx)..
well...for those that knows what i'm toking abt...what dilema and stuffs....den u guys shld understand this too, maybe what i worried and said may come true...(dun tink any of u guys will noe what i'm toking abt...lolx..dun ask..= )..thX)
Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 12:47 AM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
hahaz..decided to write a tribute to all my different special cliques...
Cat High & SN CliqueKervin Goh / Lavrina / Kee Gay / ZhiWei
Sylvester / Eleuther / QianLing / Kenneth
Candice / Andre / Stacey / Euegene
Scott / Lionel Lee / Lionel Koh / Justin
Kai Liang / Sean / lynette / Serena
many more man........this clique is damn big!!hahaz..spent my sec1 to sec4 life with them..= ).....however during the whole 4 yrs....some came some left.....am ok with the new ppl who came....but quite sad to see some have left
XMS & Cat High CliqueCaren / Chee Tek / Joel / Yuan Zhi
Guan Guo / Jeremy / Marie / YuYing
ShuPing and some others....dunno to include them not lehz...like on and off de...hahaz..=X
SWO CliqueXiaoHan / WeiHan / Derrick / ShuQin
Terese / YuYing / Andrew / Bernard
6 Frenz CliqueZhuWen / Lavina / Leslie / Serena
Jie Yang
in the the group became more then 6 coz of all the bf and gfs the clique had...hahaz....well....there's lotsa part timers in this clique too...lolx..
AJCSB CliqueActually they are already a clique la...i just joined in...lolx..
Basketball CliqueJiaLin / HockChye / Leslie
well.......these are the guys and girls that i've spent my days with in the past.....well....everyone has continued on with their life....some in Uni, poly, JC, Army, ITE, overseas......but the time i spent with them in singapore will always be rememebered!!= )....
Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 12:46 AM
wow...read caren's blog..see her write down all the past about the xms and cat high clique and stuffs....thinking back it feels so nice..hahaz..it was fun...though we always end up the guys 1 side, girls 1 side..hahaz..so funny..dunno why..everytime say nx time go out muz mix...in the end also nv..lolx..but it was fun den.....but then i was the 1st to leave the group coz of some misunderstandings la....hahaz...think caren would know..
after that, the group started to disperse...every1 else carrying on with their own life......some continued further into band, some continued further into studies, the rest just continued into their life..well.......now and then still will see some of them ard..but could nv get the group together again..or maybe we just nv tried....muz ask caren to organize..hahaz..but she quite bz now eh.......
oh yah.....abt her relieve at OG Albert is i arrange de nor..hahaz.....if not dun even think we will work together though i worked for 3 mths or so.....she worked longer la...hahaz..but i enjoyed working there b4 all the transfering started to happen......well......
needa thank caren for her advices during these periods...hahaz..wasn't a v gd boi that time....well......after much of her "nagging" well i guess it finally paid off ya?? hahaz..ritez?? if not i think i still as notti, playful......eh...wait i still am...hahaz......but now i more serious towards studies le bahz.....hahaz.....caren you shld be proud..lolx
Engross in the music i make and the songs i write
its the only thing that has been by my side
XiAo^YuAn is Dreaming at 12:35 AM
